I haven't done any blog entries in a while. I haven't really done much of anything recently. I don't know what is wrong with me, but sometimes I get moody and I distance myself from everyone and everything. Sometimes I just feel so angry, sad, and frustrated for no apparent reason. I just want to stay home and sleep or just be by myself. I don't answer my phone, casual conversations lead to arguments, and I'm just no fun to be around. I don't know if this has anything to do with me growing up alone but when I get like this I don't like being around anyone. There is no timetable for how long this mood lasts or how often this happens but it randomly comes an goes and I can't control it. What is wrong with me??? Well at least I have identified that it is me with the problem and not the world, so hopefully I can learn to control this behavior and fix it for good. I think I feel a little better now that I have written about it but I'm not sure yet.
Ok that's all for now... thank you for visiting and stay tuned...
I hear ya on this.
ReplyDeleteFor some reason this happens to me to. I've def pinned it down to growing up alone, and/or not having anyone around you your actually motivated to speak with. Almost just bored with people...no one interesting means no motivation.
Try making a forward effort to meet people on-line and in person. Strike conversations randomly and be friendly. It helps me outta these ruts.
This is universal I believe..........before I go on Whats up Bro? How you ben? Havent hit up your spot in awhile My Badd!!.......So thats out the way, I seem to get this way every time I get to work which causes me to distance myself from from my co workers. But its more like I dont feel they know my struggle so they get no time. Tryin to work on it one day at a time! How bout that Lakers - Boston game!!
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